Peom

In this so called world,u can't see truth,
even if there's evidence to prove.
i wished my life's wad i choose.
but rite now,i'm a frugitive on the loose,
a prisoner,escaped from a lifetime sentence
guilty of forbidden love,
constant unrepentence...
there's no shelter i can turn to,
so cold out here, walkin without shoes..
why escaped?when food n shelter's in there?
but in there i suffered n feel so bare.
did i reali gain freedom?
or still within her torturing kingdom..?
i'm lost! Love is smting beyond my wisdom.
wad u see,may not be wad it is.
u may visual recovery in the mist,
it may be far from truth,try knowin,at ur own risks..
I've lost my faith in True "Love","Care" or "Miss"
its all bullshits on my list..
my body n mind's just an empty sh*ll ,
given up on truths i could NEVER tell..
they said i'm so normal i'd gotten well,
but who noes how I feel? to me, everyday's in h*ll ..
For now...all i wish is to find what i have lost...

arg Fainted

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